Saturday night
I don’t what’s up with this fella. He’s nice, but I can’t trust someone who fucked up the first time around. I really hope he doesn’t make a big deal about last night. It’s not the same, I don’t get those feelings. I’m afraid now that I will never get those feelings again, but then again I thought that many, many years ago. I guess I have to give it time and focus on myself right now. #operationbadass is still in full affect. Just sucks to have these ridiculous feelings still. BALLS!!!!!!!!!!! *hitting head against wall*
